Thursday, May 30, 2013

society kills the teenager

I have been thinking of this summer of sadness and my depressive pastel emotions as an entrance in the new world, and this was very strange. What am I talking about? Fuck. I forgot. How nice.
Blue is the warmest color, french film about two homosexual lovers that has won the main award, is one of the films I am most waiting for, and the theme of homosexuality as a mortal sin (according to Bible) or as the most beautiful love (according to Abdellatif Kechiche) again crept into my brains, and feeling strange and philosophic I tried to find out why it's good and bad to be homosexual in real world. 1. other people. 2. God. 
God is against homosexuality, but he's in favor of love. Strange?
Now there is no stereotypes about being a gay, but maybe I am not right because orientation in high school is an unsteady and shaky theme. I am talking about false plaing priorities in high schools, where popularity and success means 'hot' body, knockout boyfriend and fashionable clothes Gucci or Prada. Where are brains and interests, where does they hiding? We look outside, not inside, we bend over to have clean skin and 10000000000000000000 shoes, forgetting about being Pretty on the Inside (Hole's album). Homosexulity is the thing that makes my classmates scared, but this is brilliant! OMG, how stupid are homophobes that think that homoseuality is BAD, fuck.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013


Well hi, bloggers and readers. It's going to be summer, and I have already done some rituals (Virgin Suicides rereading, thrift stuff buying etc), and you know this June there will be new Sofia Coppola film called 'The Bling Ring' with Emma Watson in cinemas! Also I am trying to write a list 'What I should (no, MUST) do this fucking summer', but Iforgot every points and threw away unfinished list. I said to mysef that this summer should be spontaniosly spent.
This moodboard made in girly-fluffy-cute style will be my last spring station. 

from Skins
From unknown

from Virgin suicides


young Leeeeeeeeeeeeeeo di Caprio

Winona Ryder fom Edward Scissors Hands